Perfection

I'm kinda jealous of how pretty my eyes are...
yes, I know that is silly, but it's true.


That is all for now. =]

People these days...

Why is it when somebody asks you if they can come over, and even though you say no, they still come over?

People do this to me all the time.
Hey! Can I come over.
No today. I'm really busy.
Ok, maybe some other time then.
--5-10 mins later--
*knock, knock*
Thinks to self: Wonder who that could be?
Hey! I know you're busy so I thought I'd just stop by for only a couple mins.
*glare*


Sometimes all I want is some alone time. Yeah, I know that lately I've only been hanging out with a handful of people. Maybe this deals with the fact that I haven't really been happy in the past month. Who knows. All I know is that I'm trying to just put a smile on my face and move on.

And I do NOT want a pity, "people hating" party thrown for me.


That's childish.

Meeting Galway

Today I got to take a flute master class with Sir James Galway. It pretty much made my day. =]

A decade passes...

All I want is to have my daddy back.
People just don't understand how bad it hurts.
How much it hurts.
Well, I guess some do...
Those poor, unfortunate souls.
These past ten years haven't been easy.
Why did you do it?
Are you proud of it?
I miss you.
So please, please come back.
Tell me everything will be ok.
Tell me this life is worth living for.
Please...
That's what I want the most.

It's not so bad.

I love days like today:


Awesome flute lesson.
Many conducting compliments.
Some much needed lunch time with Lauren.
Nap time to give me that energy boost.
More pretty flute playing. =]
Homework/chill/relax time.
Orchestra concert.

And how am I going to end this awesome day?
By cuddling with my favorite stuffed animals and a good book.

Oh the simple life.

The stupid one.

So I love how when people say one thing, they mean another.

This week's example:

Tuesday:
"Let's hang out"
"Ok"
---Hangout time happens--
"Let me know if you can come over for dinner tomorrow night. I'm inviting a bunch of people."
"Ok, cool, yeah."

Thursday:
"Hey, I can hang out if you want to."
--No response--

Friday:
"Heyyyyy"
"Um, you forgot about me last night."
"Nah, I just got too high."
me = quite furious


It's bad when that happens and they still try to hang out with you.
Oh, and you can't tell me you don't only want one thing when you beg (yes beg) me to spend the night with you.

Boys are crazy.

Issues

I do NOT like it when people point at me and blame me for things. All I'm trying to do this semester is stay out of the drama. But no.... that would just take the fun out of everything.

Needless to say after tonight I'll be glad when I'm no longer dealing with every little immature act that goes on within the school.

I know I'm not the most mature person out there, but I am more mature than most of the people I deal with every day. This is why I prefer to hang out with people who are older than me and don't get along with people my age (most of the time).

*sigh*

I need a hug.

"My Worst Fear" - Rascal Flatts

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ULlPCoSV0ZA&ob=av2n

Well this song made me cry today for a good while...

Stress Relief

I love my busy, crazy, musical life.

Last night there were about 16 people at my house for a stress relief taco dinner. When my roommate informed me of how many people were coming over I almost freaked out. (Yay for being a clean freak.) The dinner turned out to be a success though. Yes, I might have pulled the teacher card where a certain number of people got their food at a time, but it worked. =]



It's just nice to know that at college I have a family of friends that all get along. Sure, some of us have our differences, but in the end we can all sit down after a long day and enjoy each others' company.

Take a deep breath and move on...

Yes, it hurt to see you cry, but everything happens for a reason.

Oh and I'm pretty damn good at holding back tears, except when I'm around one person.
You are my weakness.

Within Me

http://youtu.be/wXrctxc4uOE

So, I really like this song. I don't quiet know yet, but it's been stuck in my head all day. Such an interesting dance this would be...

The Waiting Game

Should I continue waiting for what I want in life or move on?

I think about this subject all the time.

I know I have found the right person, but maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I need to just take this chance to learn and move on with my life. I have never been in a situation like this one and I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I want to wait. I want to wait forever, but I know that would mean risking everything. Every new opportunity that comes my way... and honestly part of me doesn't care about that.

So for now I am taking this time to find myself. Yes, I'm still hopeful, but I need to learn myself before anything else. This isn't just a small commitment, this is forever.

The time has come!

It's official! Coke is at Radford University! I am a happy Megan!

Restart

So I don't think I can truly explain how excited I am about this trip I'm going on this week. =]

... well maybe the fact that I'm always talking about it gives it away. teehee



Oh and there will be a fire session soon: Lauren and I have a lot of things to get rid of! =D


Time to start over!

The Lion King Trilogy Set!

http://www.amazon.com/Lion-King-Trilogy-Eight-Disc-Combo/dp/B004WDRT7I/ref=sr_tr_1?s=dvd&ie=UTF8&qid=1303747005&sr=1-1

I need this in my life!

The Lion King is by far my favorite Disney movie ever! So, if you love me you will get me this for Yule this year... or as an early Samhain gift! =]

people and drama

I hate how some things in life must be kept secret.

All I want to do is be able to hang out with you in public around my friends, but I can't... why? Because people are stupid. Because people would never shut up about it and would never even bother hearing the true story.

People are too obsessed with drama and I want out of it.

So, please stay out of my life. That is a message for everyone.

This made me smile.

http://cvmea.com/officers.html

I'm all official and stuff. =]

Heart don't fail me now.

I don't know if you will ever bother to read this, but I would like for you to know this:

I have made my decision.
I will wait forever.
I know this is the right thing to do.
I will not take this official chance for a while and I'm okay with that.
I love you, no matter what happens in the end.


Adventures await.
Blessed be.

No Idea

A decision must be made.
A friendship lost.
A friendship reborn.
Time to start over, again.
Running in circles?
Who knows.
Questions?
Are slowly being answered.
Could this all have been avoided?
Only if I had the answers I needed sooner.

simple words

This is all I need to say: Everything is wonderful now...

funny site

Dear music people,

Looking for a good laugh?

http://www.tonedeafcomics.com/eighth-position

I am now addicted to this website. Go check it out!

<3,
Megan

Flute solo options.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pwm2hWNyLEo

I thinking about using this as my next jury piece. Comments/Suggestions are greatly appreciated. =]

No more running.

Maybe it's time to just gather all my things are keep on going with my life.

So hello there summer break; it's been a while.
Time to rekindle our love and friendship.
Time to make this one better than the last.
Time to just keep going and never look back.


On a brighter note: I get to move out tomorrow and then come home to visit on Saturday (after all the commencement crap!)! Yay!

Cause lovers dance when they're feeling in love.

"Take my hand, I’ll teach you to dance.
I’ll spin you around, won’t let you fall down.
Would you let me lead, you can step on my feet.
Give it a try, it’ll be alright." - He is We

I absolutely love this song!

RU Wind Ensemble

Radford University Wind Ensemble
(I am the one on the end in the front row with the pink bow... playing flute.)

I will not miss you dear Music for Prague

in a hurry

As one door opens, another one closes;
For that is what we all are told.
The days go by and all one knows is
I want to be the one you hold.

Stress-free

I have had my big, yelling rant session for the semester and now I am rid of all the drama.

These next two weeks are looking stress-free in the Megan world... and I shall keep it that way.

So mote it be.

Guess what!?!?

Tomorrow is Earth Day!!!

I'm so excited! I'm going to go out to the park, throw my hands in the air, and twirl around until a puke... well maybe not that much... but I'm going to enjoy my hippie day! <3

I love my sisters.

I love my sisters.
Yes, I know sometimes I complain about them, but it is nice to know that they are always there for me when I need them the most.

And on that note...

I am thankful for my real sister, Amanda.
Yesterday she showed me that our sister bond is just as strong as it was when we lived in Florida. I could go on and on but I really don't feel like rambling right now...

The main point:
I couldn't have gotten through yesterday without any of my sisters and I thank them all for that. <3

Is so "done-zo"

After having some Dusty - Megan time last Sunday I came to realize the following:

I'm so done with this entire school year.
The homework.
The drama.
The ridiculousness!

Yet I can't say it wasn't a year to remember... I just really need my summer and my tan back.


So please. All I ask for is for all of the loads of work to be put on hold, warm rays of sunshine, a blanket, and a good book to read. All I ask for is a vacation.


Goddess help me get through these next few weeks. <3

A New Path

Today I begin walking down a new path.
A path with new obstacles to conquer as my life proceeds.

All I ask is that I'm not bothered.
For I am changing once more into the person I'm meant to become.

Meet my Rosebud

Meet my Rosebud: Lauren Sklyer Serreno
--> Her Roses: Lauren Chatfield and myself

I know this is a little late and redundant but good luck to all the MITs this semester!

love and roses <3

Waves are crashing.

As the tears roll down my face I try to escape.
Escape to a place only found in a piece of fiction.
A place that I will spend a lifetime searching for.
Will I find this place? Who knows.
Will I cease my search? Never.

Happy Megan!

Well I did it!

I made wind ensemble again! =]
Plus, they changed the time of flute choir for me and a couple of others that couldn't do the usual time.

Is it next weekend yet? teehee.

Updates

Things are looking up! =]

1. My mom is no longer jobless! XD Yay!
2. I go back to Raddy on Sunday to start yet another semester. =]
3. I have roommates and everything pretty much figured out for moving out this summer.
4. I got to spend New Years, as well as the past week, with my forever. <3
5. Dirty Work (New ATL cd!!!) comes out on March 22!

So yeah for right now I have a permanent smile on my face, lets keep it that way for a while. =]