New Sisters! (as of last Sunday)

<3 I am officially a sister of Sigma Alpha Iota! <3

Congrats to the other new sisters in my wonderful pledge class: Brittanie Roles, Mary Musselman, Michelle Meyer, Stephenie Goad, Heather Deadrick, and Lauren Chatfield

The coaster begins the climb upward.

As things in life begin to "not suck" again you also begin to wonder the location of the point where everything suddenly goes horribly wrong. It's as though we go through life on an indoor, pitch black roller coaster ride. You can't see where you are going or what is around the various twists and turns that lie ahead. All you can do in this situation is hope for the best and not anticipate the worst.

Live life to the fullest, and please don't be afraid to live life.

That is all for now.

Past the point of no return.

Life was going great and now things are starting to go downhill.

Needless to say I'm glad to have good friends who are there for me when I randomly start crying.

I hate doing it, but they always seem to make me feel better.

At least there are some people out there who care.



Until next time.

Oh and people please stop assuming that I'm talking about relationship issues, because unlike you my life doesn't revolve around my relationship. So shut it and move on. People make me so mad.

Sometimes you just...

Sometimes you just need to go out for a walk and let your mind wander for a while.

Feel the flame.

Ten things that make me smile:

1. Randomly seeing my boyfriend as the day passes.
2. Girl nights and conversations.
3. Feeling the wind blow through my hair.
4. Having the right song come on at the right time, as an event happens.
5. Dinner meals and conversations with the family.
6. Getting lost in watching rain fall from the sky.
7. Hanging out with the best friend.
8. Shopping, just shopping in general.
9. The magickal feeling I get when I walk in the grass barefoot.
10. Being around a large group of people that love and care about me.


My life isn't perfect, but I'm going to make the most of it.
So mote it be.


"You are not alone tonight.
Imagine me there by your side.
It's so hard to be here so far away from you."

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white

Somehow I have a bad feeling about how the semester is going to turn out in the end.

We are all going to have a good time and then suddenly BAM... everything changes.

Nobody talks to each other, people leave forever, and.... well I don't think I have to go there.


I don't want to expect the worse, but I can't hide the thoughts that are there. I may not believe the stories that are told, but I do believe myself.

Everything happens for a reason.

The closing of yet another door.

Tonight I took the time to actually write down my schedule for the rest of the month. It really sucks that my first year of college is coming to an end. I'm not ready to be home for an entire summer. It's going to suck, especially if I can't find a job. =[ I'm not welcomed there anyways. All I'm going to do is go home and be bored out of my mind all of the time.

I can't wait until I move out for good. Maybe then I'll finally have a summer to look forward to...