The world keeps turning...

This semester is flying by... it's hard to believe that I'm almost done with my first year of college. So much has changed in my life already. I feel like an entirely different person. It's going to be so weird living at home all summer without the freedom and the independency I get when I'm at school. Hopefully I'll be able to go on some vacation because being at home for 4 consecutive months is not going to go over very well. Yet who knows... maybe I'll have a good summer... idk. I just hope I can get a job.

Yet I digress. It's hard to believe that I'll be signing up for my class at the end of March and that spring break is almost here. It feels like I just moved in and met everyone. Next year is going to be so weird. Especially if Paul ends up moving somewhere far away. =[ I know I'll be able to handle him not being here, but it's going to take some getting used to.

I shouldn't worry about these things though. Life is too short to worry about things. Sometimes you need to just take this time to enjoy the experience and live for the moment.

I could really use a best friend to talk to because this blog thing is not going to work for all of my thoughts and problems. =/

Beware of sharp objects

So I went to go get my dorm key out of my backpack yesterday and in the process of doing so I cut myself on some sort of sharp object. (That I still don't know of still...) I know, good job right. Well I thought I was going to be perfectly fine until I saw how deep the cut was... then I freaked out thinking I wasn't going to be able to play flute (I cut my left middle finger.. oh and I was only worried about being able to play my flute). So I called Dusty since I knew he was constantly getting hurt and would know what to do... and Paul was at rehearsal. Dusty then took me to the clinic where I freaked out again thinking I was going to have to get stitches or that they were going to hurt me. =/ Luckily the bleeding finally stopped and the cut was easily covered with some durmabond. Oh... and I could still play flute. =]

I would just like to take the time to thank Dusty for being there for me. You're a great friend and I'm glad to have you in my life. It really means a lot to me. =]

I would put a pic of the cut up, but it's not pretty. So I'll take the time now to show off my awesome transformer band-aids! XD

Sisterhood

I've realized that I have yet to mention my future sisters in my blog. Sorry girls.

I'm currently an ∑AI (Sigma Alpha Iota) member in training.
It's a whole lot of fun and all of the sisters are wonderful, loving people.
Yes the process will be long and not always easy, but I feel in the end it will be worth it.

All of the rest must remain a secret. =]

love and roses ∑AI<3

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=618957452453&ref=mf

Spring Break

I'm going to Florida. XD
I'm going with 4 awesome people!
I'm going to Busch Gardens. [for 2 days!!!]
I'm going to see my grandparents.
I'm going to the beach. XD
I'm going to get some Publix black cherry soda!!!!
then... I'm going back home... to the cold... but let's not think negative thoughts here people. =]


"Tampa Tampa Tampa Tampa..." - Brittanie
"Ok, that's enough." - Me
"But I'm sooooo excited" *smiles* - Brittanie
"Yeah, but that gets annoying after a while." - Me
"Ok...." - Brittanie
lol!

What is on my mind?

People always want to know what it is on my mind... sometimes I believe that there is too much on my mind.

Am I the person I'm suppose to be?
What is going on in my life?
Is this the right decision?

Well I suppose I need to just take this time to chill and not worry about things. Whatever happens, happens.

Everything is going to be ok... my life may not be perfect but it's pretty darn good at the moment. I'm not going to let the little things get to me.

I do realize that I'm changing a little every day.
I really noticed it yesterday.
It's just part of life.

Well I could ramble on for hours but I've decided to keep these thoughts that run through my head to myself for now.

So for now this is goodbye....

Stress be gone

As I go through and read my blog I realize that I have, or I guess had, a lot of issues in my life. Then I think to myself...

"Self, what the hell is wrong with you? You never wanted to be this person. You were never going to let these stupid things get to you, so what is up with this???"

Then I answer saying I'm only human and life isn't going to be 'picture perfect'.

Yes, life is good now. I have awesome friends, an awesome boyfriend, good grades, and now I have an awesome group of pledge sisters. (Yay for Sigma Alpha Iota =])

Live for the moment. Don't sweat the small stuff.

Simple things. It's time to live a stress free life. This starts now.

Everything falls into place

As life progress and everything starts to fall into place I realize...

this is a forever kinda thing...

and every time I think about it I can't help but to smile.