Schedule:

I have a lot to catch up on. I'm sorry but I won't be able to hang out unless I'm working on homework. I'm so far behind and now I need to play catch up... and fast!!!

Thursday- School. Study session with Craig and Matt at the library. Work on physics and calculus homework.
Friday- School. Print out forms for govt. and pictures for the scrapbook. Watch at least one show for govt.
Saturday- Work on homework. Brainstorm ideas for the scrapbook. Watch one govt. show.
Sunday- Ap prep session. Go home and work on homework. [finish all homework from ch. 7 & 8]
Monday- jazz band. begin working on ch. 9 homework. study for calculus exam.
Tuesday- watch one govt. show. work on physics and scrapbook. homework. SLEEP!!!
Wednesday- Ap calculus exam. flute lessons. go home and work on homework. [finish homework]
Thursday- Watch govt. shows. Work on scrapbook.


9 govt. shows to watch.
5 service projects -- hopefully only 2 left to do. <-- I need to ask.
Physics homework to work on.
Band scrapbook.

letters

Dear weather,

Make up your freakin mind would you!

love,
everyone

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Dear Mother Earth,

Please help weather make the right decisions and choose the right path.

love your daughter,
Megan

I like to jump on people.

Today was pretty rad.
1. I answered the first problem out of six on the free response section in its entirety on the practice ap exam. [I only skipped 7 parts out of the 24 total]
2. I said the right equations in physics.
3. I ate some stuffed peppers for lunch!
4. I feel asleep during West Wing. [I was in almost deep sleep too... lol!]
5. I had people to talk to on my way to 4th period which is rare. [thanks Billy and Jason]
6. I got to walk in the walk a thon with Jessica and Tracie while listening to my ipod.
7. I got to jump on Billy. XD That made my day... lol!
8. I went to wal mart with Jessica and Tracie after school.
9. I took Jessica home and they had no power so we played our flutes.
10.... well thats about it... I came home and here I am... blargh!

Tomorrow should be better though. I'm trying to see if I can find a way to go see Annie and go see Craig but I don't know exactly how I'm going to do so. Plus I would like to walk some more and work on the laundry.

Oh and the sad part is that my mom probably won't be home until next weekend so yeah... no out of school date to prom, indoor graduation tickets, or happiness for me.

She really needs to win the lottery.


Now I have to change plans... fun stuff man. Its probably for the better though so yeah. XD

start over

So I think I just want to start over in life.

Move away. Make new friends. Keep some old friends. Become more outgoing. Not be so fearful or nervous. Not have to worry about a relationship.

That life sounds peaceful.

I don't feel the love for anyone like I thought I once did. I don't feel "love". I don't love anyone. I just like to have fun and fun is what I'll have.

So... where and when do I start?

Ostara

(In a nutshell)
Today was wonderful.
My boyfriend and Jesse came over.
We (them, myself, and my siblings) all played outside and then went to the park.
Then we ate dinner.
After dinner and cleaning up we played Balderdash.
Soon after that Jesse went home.
Once we finished playing my boyfriend and I had ice cream sandwiches.
We then watched the end of the amazing race.
My boyfriend left after that.

Spring Break - schedule (will be updated)

Saturday: Mall. Haircut. Hang out with Brendan.

Sunday: Easter. Must stay home. Homework. Let the colleges that I'm not going to go to know.

Monday: Piano lessons. Relax.

Tuesday: Watch government shows. Work on scrapbook design. Clean house. Homework.

Wednesday: Work on scrapbook design. Homework.

Thursday: Ap prep session. Homework.

Friday: Hang out with Jessica!

Saturday: Work on scrapbook

Sunday: Ap prep session

Some things will never change.

The way I feel for you isn't the same as it once was.
It hurt when you wouldn't talk to me.
I thought you hated me.
Everything is better now.
Things are going to be better this time.
We will hang out more and not make stupid decisions. (not like we did to begin with)
I need you in my life.
You are one of my best friends.
I love you.
You love me... well you used to at least.
Everything is going to be alright now.
Don't hurt anyone though... this is my problem.... just turn around and walk away.


I'm just glad that today I was able to see you smile again when you looked at me.
I'm glad that you gave me a hug the way you always did.

Now all I can remember you saying is.... "Some things will never change."

That is life for you.
I love you always in some way.
Just say you will always be my friend and I will be satisfied.
Thank you for talking to me again.
You made my day.

stress...

gives me massive headaches...

thank you homework and school and life and people and lies and other misfortunes.



I miss being able to live a care free life... *tears*



I need a hug and want to be loved.

College update

I am going to Radford University.
I am majoring in music education. flute <3
I am going to live on campus... can't decide between the honor building or the fine arts building.
I am going to find enough money to go.
I am getting a laptop for graduation.
I am going to become more outgoing.
I am going to change.
I am going to move on from this boring life of mine.
I am going to start over... when it comes to certain things.
I am ready for what is to come.
I am going to dance and party... without the drinking... yeah... no thanks.
I am going to make new friends.
I am going to become a better flute player.
I am going to keep my best friends.
I am going to like new people... that is just how life works.
I am going to have to make new decisions.
I am going to keep my unique style.
I am going to do well.
I am ready for what is to come.

Lets go!

--> Out with the old, in with the new <--
--> 4 to 5 months left before it all begins! <--

attack!

I would attack that. hehe.<3

Homework

There is too much...
between calculus (minor) and physics (major)...

I'm drowning in it.


Teachers really need to learn that some of us have these others things that we like to call "social lives". Some will never understand though.

I give up.


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