Sleep...

I need more of it...


--> End of story <--

home

I hate being home. I absolutely hate it!

I can't wait until I'm finally away from this stupid place... forever!

Yesterday

Yesterday was awesome!

The day started at 3 am --> that part sucked <--
Brendan picked me up at 4 and took me to wal mart and then sheetz and then to the y where I was dropped off with Craig, Craig's dad, and Ryan.
The ride down there took forever since we were all tired and whatnot. I ended up falling asleep even though I had planned on staying awake.
Once we finally arrived at the gymtorium [which was weird since I had never been to one] I felt like I was going to get sick... but I didn't so all was good. [As it turns out all I needed was to eat something then I was back to normal]
After we left and came back it was about another hour before the tournament started. Then once it did it was about another hour before anybody I knew went to compete.
I was amazed that I actually knew what was going on. [I guess it did help knowing some judo stuff and whatnot.]
The tournament finally ended at around 4 and all of the FC judo peoplez came home with trophies! [I know I left out a lot of information but I don't really feel like going into major details but I will say that there was a blind guy who competed and he was awesome!]
On the way home we decided to stop in Danville to get some grub. It was my idea to eat at the mall so to the mall we went.
After getting our food, acting crazy in the stores, using our 'elevator powers', and taking pics in the sketch booth, the three of us (me, Craig, and Ryan) crammed into the backseat for the long ride home. [it didn't seem long though since we had fun and were acting crazy]
I finally got home at around 10 pm and went straight to bed when I did. lol!
--> What a fun day it was! <--

sleepy day

*yawn*

I have been so tired today... I'm actually having a hard time staying awake during school and trying to do my work and whatnot. I don't know what is wrong with me either. All I want to do is stay up all night and sleep all day. Maybe it has something to do with the current time change. Maybe that is why I can't seem to do what I usually did... or maybe its just a lack of sugar. hehe!

Now if Jessica was in all of my classes I wouldn't have this problem... I would have the "never shutting up" problem instead. It would be worth it though.

So yeah... that is all for now. Everything else on my mind is there and then its gone.

I need sleep.

needs to believe

Everything happens for a reason.

I believe this. Therefore this is suppose to happen. My heart has choose this path. I'm still confused by it though. Nobody quiet understands it though. I wish for answers that I can't receive.

It's making me feel like a horrible person.

I'm sorry. I don't hate you. It's really just me... I don't understand myself anymore.

How sad is that?

Long weekend

Thanks to snow I had a long weekend so which I'm very thankful for....

because all I did was...

1. Listen to music
2. attempt to work on my homework
3. play in the snow
4. talk to someone that means the world to me
5. spend some quality time with the family
6. read a book
7. have random conversations on facebook

... yeah. Life is pretty good right now.